I know,our relationship is always on and off.Although is always like that,i would still love you.I waited for you for almost 2 months now.In how many days,is our 2nd Monthsary <3 how i hope we could celebrate it.Every 24.But now,everything turned upside down.You're my bestfriend property now.Everytime she mention about you,praised you,i feel damn hurt.How wish i could be the one,who always mention about you and keep on praising you.I remember when you say to me that you gonna pinch me if i don't study.And i told you i was weak in maths,and you wanna teach me.We had good times,but the good times are now vanished.Where did it go?I want those old good times back.I don't want this new bad times.I miss it,very badly.Everytime they saw you,confirm they would say "Eh,H_______" how i wish could turn and look at you.Last time,i could turn and look at you,but now,never.She always write your name on a piece of paper,and show me.All i could do is just laugh and smile.I smile because i don't want others to be worried about me like how i'm worried about you.I once said to you that I will wait for you even if takes a year.I promised that,and i really will wait for you.You're the only guy who i love right now <3.My heart will always be open for you. I miss you.I miss us.